Anxiety is how I experience myself as an object, not in the sense that I am a destinal being unlike

  • a ๐Ÿธ, or
  • a ๐Ÿ , or
  • ๐Ÿด

who gets to impose will on other ๐Ÿธ๐Ÿธ (and so on), but:
Object in the sense of ungraspable yet real, not captured by modes of access (such as what one might call โ€œlanguageโ€).